REST

I've been sleeping so much! It's my only escape from pain and stress. My incision is healing I think. Sometimes it feels like the subcutaneous stitches will burst. I am off the big pain pills. Having horrendous hot flashes- just like after all surgeries, but I feel these wont go away on their own so I am using the hr gel. I am supposed to be off 6 weeks. I can imagine I will be- I have never felt this bad after surgery. I am knitting- slowly. Hardly have the patience for it. I'd rather nap.

Hospital

I have got my catheter out, m IV unplugged but still in there and breakfast ordered. Got Bug a breakfast and I'll be interested in finding out the cost. A million dollars! I got up and unplugged the pulse O2 heart monitor and still can't get it to come on so I hope I don't get in trouble. I hurt pretty much but I am so ready to get out of here. Bug fast asleep. I might have got a grand total of four hours- I want to go home and see the dogs!

My innards seem to be functioning. But I sure the hell cant type. Just peeked at my incision and holy shit is there a lot of carnage. I am afraid to really look at it- it's nothing like my others. Frightful! Looks like a c-section!