Trying

I picked up my needles. At last. I am doing my best to get back into the swing of things, including my happy hands hobby.
After mom died I didn't l couldn't knit much. I just didn't feel like it. But I'm trying to finish the throw and see where it goes after that. I had an idea of making a black and yellow bumblebee hat. With antennae,
I don't know, This has been so hard. Doing my best not to let how I feel affect everyone around me. So much to worry  about and so many things to do.
As long as I keep on keeping on. I'll be alright. I hope.

Knitless

I haven't been knitting.
Mom died on January 28th and I was working on a hat for her birthday on the 29th. It was green and white, on tiny needles...I finished it but I haven't even been able to think about starting anything. It's just weird. I can't bring myself to pick up a pair of needles.
So I need to start something. Or keep working on my existing projects.
Because this isn't good, not to knit
I need to find my stuff and keep at it.