Hats

I was volunteered to make hats for the vet clinic and I have two finished. Three more to go. I got Racheal's baby blanket done and am about to start hat #3

Grim

This has already been a rotten year. My best girl Chloe was diagnosed with cancer in December of last year and we had to put her to sleep 1/23/20.
It was so painful and I am still struggling with the losses piling up.
She was my sweetest friend.

She broke my heart. She was the first puppy I chose and she was all mine. She never left my side.
I have two dogs and a cat left. Yes they are great but Chloe was my heart.

I am knitting hats for the Vet Clinic .
I suppose it's keeping me busy but I am feeling so bereft.

Buffalo Check

I do like this hat.

Bitter

I guess it's just a mood but...yeah people request all kinds of stuff but only if you buy the yarn and deliver it to them .And then they never even post a pic of how it looks. Make me this make me that. Bring me some yarn.
I guess it is this time of year and my general living conditions and my age. Right now life seems so hard and awful. I am tired and not feeling well with all kinds of weird stuff and I don't want to go to the doctor.
So I am depressed and napping. It's taking all my energy just to exist.

I started one of these but fiddly shit bores the hell out of me. 

What fresh hell awaits?

Cables

I have tried this before. Never worked out.

It's not like it worked out great this time but it doesn't look terrible. Will try again. A little different.

Plans

So much to do. So little time.
Baby blanket for Racheal.
I kind of wanted to do boot tops or those leg warmers socks.. eh. I dunno.
Request for hat and scarf..oh dreadful no.
I guess besides the baby blanket ain't much.
I may never finish the dark red throw. It would have been beautiful. Just makes me sad.

Kid Size

This is really good for a child. Or a small headed woman.
Favorite pattern right now