Not Much Changed

I'm considering just giving up where I am on the throw, utterly sick of it. I am not motivated to do a lot the last couple days but I hope I can develop the ability later on. We'll see. I'm tired of acting like I'm at a race. This is a hobby to enjoy, not get stressed over deadlines. And it can't go anywhere until after the new year anyhow. I am just shaking my head.
It's cold today, I feel...kind of weird. It's probably a hormone-arama because I woke up sweating and too hot last couple nights. All the fun of the hormones without knowing when it's done. Great.